My Dark days(True Life story 2)

By the time I finished my masters,I rededicated my life again. I decided it was time for change so I started praying more,reading my Bible & doing my quiet time.

I married my husband adhering to all rules and we kept the bed undefiled our courtship was less tgan a year. I will be 33yrs in May,been married for 15mnths & looking for the fruit of the womb.

Although I have done scans and I was told my womb is ok. I have also done hormonal profile but it's normal.
The 1st guy  I dated in University when I was a fresher, Patric has a step sister (about 3yrs) named Florence. Whenever he is playing with her & he kisses her,I will shout on him as if I want to beat him(guess it was due to what happend to me).
Even now(although it has reduced) if my husband brings a neighbour's daughter in, I dont trust completely.I know he can't abuse a child but I still try to stay around somehow.

I told my husband everything before we got married because I don't want any past haunting me or anybody using it as a blackmail. 

Why I shared My True Life story;
To keep awareness of effect of Child abuse on Children and their future. If not for Christ Jesus I do not know what or where my life would have been or ended.

I want to imploy mother/fathers/Carers please take necessary steps when a child reports  abuse of any form.

My early years affected my growing up till I was delivered.

My encouraging verse in the Bible is Habakkuk 2:3 NIV"For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay."

I believe God has plans for me to fulfill. Also I hope my story helps someone to heal up or seek necessary help.
Thank you

This is a true Life story although names have been changed for confidentiality. May the Lord deliver our young ones from lion in sheep clothing. Mothers/Fathers please be vigilant and always pray for your Children.

Please drop a line of Prayer or encouraging word for the Person that shared her True life story. God bless you in Jesus name Amen.