Am I qualified for the assignment 2

The doctor had said I might be induced early before the due date because its a multiple pregnancy. It was my 31st week of pregnancy. My mum(Mum in-law), is a mother she did not make me feel like an orphan she stood by me. She changed my clothes even when I vomited on it. Thank God I married God's choice. I got married at 26years waited for 7years. Now I am 33years expecting triplets. What more can I ask for? It was in the midst of this pain that I felt a very sharp pain I screamed. My mum(mum in-law) ran from the living room to my aid she nearly fell. Precious what is it? Before I could answer her another sharp pain came followed by water. I said mum get me to the toilet I am pressed. She knew what it was immediately she called my husband and told him I was in labour. She called the ambulance. She held my hand on the way telling me to pray within as she prayed along. We were just getting to the hospital when the first baby's head came out mum(God bless her) just held my hand while the paramedics got me on the stretcher and his colleague and took me to me to the theatre. Before I got to the theatre the first baby was out. As I was been transferred to the bed the other baby's head came out. By then Ephraim was in the theatre room. Mum stood outside praying for me. The third baby came out but the last placenta was very difficult. The consultants were contemplating on doing an operation. Then I went into a trance I was praying in tongues then God showed me Tiffany she was tied down against her wish. She was in a dark place and calling me for help. By the time I came around the Placenta was out. The doctors said it was a miracle. My husband was happy when I opened my eyes. He said love we have been blessed with 2boys and 1girl. Mum was so happy she was dancing without a beat but I was tired. I had Dorcas, David and Daniel at exactly 31weeks and 4days. They were of the right weigth no deformity. They were fearfully and wonderfully made God proved himself to be God. I tried to look for Tiffany but could not get through to her. I looked for "her disciple(Dwayne)" he gave me an address but I could not locate her still. I called him(Dwayne) but could not get through, he called back and said he wanted to see me. I gave him an appointment and made sure my husband was in. When he came Dwayne (Tiffany's ex-disciple) told us that the day I came He saw a light shining so bright upon me, it blinded him partially and that was when something spoke through him that made him shout ungrateful soul at me. Ever since he only sees very bright light everyday. But his sight comes back only when he is asleep dreaming and he sees me praying for him and eventually taking him out of the pit into light then he wakes up. Since then he had been hoping that I will come back. He was now registered as a visually impaired man and he just got a guide dog but He believes God can heal him. He plead that I should pray for him. I told him about Christ and told Him Jesus is the one that heals and he needs to accept Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. Although I had a message in the past that My counselling career will be used in God's vineyard when the time comes. I never knew God could use me still. We prayed for Dwayne, he accepted Christ as his Lord and saviour. He was the one that told me that all those that Tiffany sent to her always end up trading the soul of the child they come for to the enemy of their soul. Dwayne became a born again Christian and had led many to Christ. He has regained the full use of his sight and no longer need a guide dog. He is now married to one of his ex disciples who is now in Christ also. It has been 4years since Dwayne's salvation. Dwayne called me one evening saying he had a news about Tiffany. She was in Scotland. She was in a Nursing home that cares for people in need of Palliative care.The next morning we went to visit her. She had lost her left leg and arm to diabetes. She was so frail... Tiffany's story... She said she was deceived into trading her soul. Through a business introduced to her when she left for Africa after studying. As she grew in the business she started going into ritual activities. From which she got promotions till she became a witch doctor. The day she saw me she had an intention of harming me having heard that her disciple's testimony about the light when he saw me. But I refused to get in her car for a ride instead I gave her a church bulletin. She read the church bulletin and the Memory Verse(Job14:7" at least there is hope for a tree: if it is cut down, it will sprout again and its new shoot will not fail.) touched her so much. She said she wept and made decision to know God because she wanted a new life. That night forces of darkness came to visit her, she was beaten and struck with diabetes. Which she never had before, in the process she could not go back to Africa. She was demoted from her position because she said she wanted to leave. She had been in Scotland moving from one hospital to another till she was taken to the Nursing home because she suffers from leg ulcer on the other leg. She said she is determined not to go back to the old group. She wanted a new life even if she dies in the process she does not mind. By the time Tiffany finished I had tears in my eyes it was of joy that God had visited her through that bulletin and I was sad about the situation I met her. Tiffany was led to Christ that day. After which I visited her often. Its been a year since I have been visiting Tiffany, she had grown in faith, her health was back to normal. She has been certified to move to an independent living scheme where she can be by herself and she is living a normal life in Christ. She now has a Prosthetic arm and leg. She is doing well in the Lord. The journey was not easy but it was worth it and necessary. I faced lots of ups and down as well but God took control. I now counsel people both old and new in the Lord but confused of one thing or the other about their faith. Dorcas , David and Daniel are now 6years old. Destiny our last girl is now 3years. I am now a full time mum but impacting lives for Christ on the other hand. My mum(in-law) has made motherhood very easy and interesting, she is always there to help whenever we(I and my husband) are busy. My husband is now a Surgeon of the gospel as well as a medical surgeon. He now has His own hospital in our country(South Africa). Tiffany is now a great Evangelist of Christ and so is Dwayne.. Now I know that when God gives one an assignment, he will equip the person. I never thought I was qualified but God used me still... If I am qualified, you are qualified.

Am I qualified for the assignment 1.

I can't believe what I am seeing or hearing right now.

I Precious Ndumusi-Benson what have I gotten myself into? Arghh! Because of my wants I am compromising my faith Oh my goodness.

"Get out of here you ungrateful soul"(the man shouted at me). I jolted back to reality. I quickly got up and picked my bag running within but walking slowing. What is going on?

I have been married for 7years to a devoted man of God. My husband is the best man in the whole world. He is a caring man, he is everything I want in a man. Although He is not a minister(pastor or Evangelist) but he fears, dilligently seek the Lord and loves the Lord.

We have been waiting on the Lord for a child. Its a trying period for me but my husband is very supportive. He never bothers me, my in-laws are understanding. I am an orphan and an only child. My In-laws take me as theirs, they encourage me always.

I took it upon myself to do whatever it takes to give my husband and my in-laws a Child even though they are not pressurising me but I am the one pressurising myself.
I came across a friend of mine lately Tiffany Pauls. Tiffany and I grew up in the same Orphanage, she was my closest friend. We went to the same Higher Institution. Whilst we were at higher institution Tiffany became so wild. She smoked, slept around with anyone, name it, she changed for the worst. I lost contact with Tiffany when she followed a man to Africa. I thought she was mad. She left a good life Here in Scotland for Africa.

When I met her she had become a witch doctor and was on tore in Scotland. She had lots of followers, she told me all I was going through even before I opened my mouth to talk. I was stunned! She called my name about 10times even though I was in front of her before I came back to myself. It was just surprising me how she had changed. She said she was going back to Africa the next day but gave me a number and said he was one of her disciples and he will take over my case. I called the man the next day and he gave me an appointment.

It was the man that shouted at me to get out that I was ungrateful soul. I thought I was dreaming, a witch doctor disciple calling I a born again Christian an ungrateful soul. An unbeliever correcting a believer. Ahh! I have disappointed God, my husband, family and friends what will they think of me if they hear or see me or my car here.

As I drove out of the drive way of the witch doctor's house I started checking carefully so that no one would see me. My heart was beating fast. I nearly drove past the red light, I had lost concentration, I started asking for forgiveness there and then. I asked God to have mercy on me and lead me through. As I drove into our driveway I saw my husband at the door he looked a bit upset. My heart beat went speedy again.

Questions started coming did he see me. Oh God what will I tell him? I have never lied to my husband what will I tell him? I made up my mind to say the truth. I parked the car and went to him.
Hi sweet(I hugged him). Why do you look upset (my voice was shaky). I am tired, I was so busy today at work. (My husband is a surgeon and he is good at what he does). I forgot my house keys in the car, that was when I realised his car was not in the drive way. Please open the door we can not stay out all night.

When we entered I was determined to tell my husband what I had been up to during the day but he was hungry. I quickly fixed us something to eat. After dinner my husband said he wanted to go to bed so I did not have time to discuss my day with him.
I sat at the dinning table for the next 1hour thinking "ungrateful soul" I?
My husband, what will he say? I love my husband, I love my family, I love God plus I am a choir member. Couple of hours ago I was about to compromise my faith for my want or need in a wrong place.

As I sat there these Bible passages came to my mind ;
2 Corinthians 6:14" do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness".(E.S.V.)
James 4:17" So whoever knows the right thing to do and fails to do it for him it is sin".(E.S.V.)
OH LORD I AM SO SORRY LORD.

I started praying I never knew I had been praying for 2 hours. My husband woke up and heard me praying. He quietly came to join me, he was saying amen to all my prayers.
After praying my confidence boosted and I told my husband what I did and what happened. At first he was disappointed but he forgave me and warned me never to go to such a place again. He was surprised about Tiffany Paul's way of life. He said we should always remember her in prayers that God should deliver her from the shackles of hell because it is only God who can change or save anyone or any soul not man.

It has been two months since I had my witch doctor experience. During breakfast my husband said he saw kids running around our living room I was surprised and I claimed it immediately. Then it dawned on me I have not seen my period for sometimes now. I dont keep the dates anymore. I told my husband and he said I should try to do a test.

After my husband left for work, I did a test with the pregnancy test kit I had at home.
Hmm! me it can't be true The kit reads Positive. I quickly called the surgery to book an emergency appointment I was lucky to get an appointment that day.
I sat anxiously waiting for my name to appear on the screen. As my name did I jumped up, I had mix feelings as I explained to the Nurse why I came. The Nurse looked at me and said I should calm down. She did the test and said congratulations you are pregnant. She gave me the necessary forms and booked my next antenatal class.

As I walked home I could not hold my excitement. I started calling my husband's phone. He was not picking up his phone, he must be busy. As I was about to cross the road I heard someone calling my name.
Alas! it was Tiffany Pauls Oh Lord not today, not again. This girl, an unbeliever who nearly pushed me to compromise my faith oh no. Then A Bible passage came into my heart. Acts 10:38(I quickly checked the Bible app on my phone).
Acts 10:38"How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and  with power: who went about doing good and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him". Ahh but I am not Jesus. More so, I am just a chorister not a preacher. Then I heard the voice clearly " ARE YOU WITH ME OR AGAINST ME? REALEASE YOURSLEF AND I WILL TAKE OVER".

By the time I looked up Tiffany's car was in front of me. Hey! I have been waiting over there for you. What is it you are doing on your phone that took all your attention? She said.

I apologised to her and we got talking, it was whilst we were talking that she told me that the disciple she sent me to had left her because he said he had found light. She was so angry about it. It was then that she asked me what he did when I went there because it was since that day that he said he saw the light and three weeks later he left.

I told her what happened and she said her disciple must have been deluded. She offered to  drop me where I was going but I declined. I gave her a bulleting that was inside my bag. She looked at the front and looked displeased. I told her to keep it, she objected but kept it still.

When I got home that scripture kept ringing in my head. I prayed to God that he should meet Tiffany at the point of her needs. Also I prayed that he should use that Bulletin to touch her but I did not have enough peace within me.

I sat there forgetting to fix dinner or finish my work for the day because I work from home. Ephraim ( my husband) got back at 9pm. He was the one that woke me up. He wondered why I had  my shoes on and looked like I had been somewhere. Why are you sleeping here love(he said) sorry I came back a bit late, there was an emergency today and even though I ought to finish at  6:30pm I couldn't because an extra surgeon was needed. Thank God the surgery was successful. I called your phone but you did not pick up. Sorry love I saw your missed call. Hope all is well, is there anything you want to tell me.

That was when I realised I had put my phone on silent and left it in my bag. I told him the doctor confirmed that I was 4weeks pregnant. My husband busted into praises to God.
He lifted me up like a new wife though I have added a bit of weight it made no difference. He was beaming with joy that was when he noticed I was not that happy. Precious what is wrong with you?(my husband asked). I told my husband about Tiffany and how I.could not preach to her but gave her the bulletin. He encouraged me by saying God will touch and change her but we should always remember Tiffany in our prayers.