As a Believer, a Christian to be precise.
You should always long for for that Heavenly home.
The only way you can do so is by Living for Jesus.
Make a decision not to turn back.
Ask God for grace to carry on.
Don't allow this "microwave age" to get you confused of who God is.
A saying goes thus;
"I will live my life with the hope that their is a God then die and realize there is not rather than live my life like God doesn't exist then die only to find out that He exist".
Live for God.....
