Feelings

Feelings

So this day I feel bottled up with thoughts, skills and talents but limited in some areas.

I feel like the whole world is on top of me and I am gradually been crushed but cant be crushed because of something unique in me.

As the tears fall down my face, my head keeps banging with headache/migraine kind of.

I look up to God and it's like His face was away from me. I plead for forgiveness abba father have mercy on me but what crept to my mind is
Psalms22:1 "my God, my God why  why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far drom helping me and from the words of my groaning".

Seriously, has God forsaken me? No He hasn't.  His word says He will never leave nor forsake me.

I need to get to the bottom of this emotional downturn I am feeling right now. I don't need to allow discouragement, depression and all devices of the enemy to get me away from the plans God have for me.

I need to address the situation head on. Abba father you alone can guide and guard.
You alone can give and take.
You alone can wash and make whole.
You alone can deliver the captive.
Come live in me Lord take over.

Father in you is my happiness and trust.
In you is my hope and future.
In you is my purpose of existence.
In you is the laughter that is contagious and heavenly.
In you alone is safety and confidence.

Have your way Lord.
Touch me this day.
Change this mortal being to that which you want it to be in Jesus name amen.